I always give the best so that you are all happy but no one think to ask me how I was once at stake
I want that you're not disappointed in me, I will create everything for you and for you too ..
I want that you all are proud of me but I should also let loose times?
Not everything look so strict? Then, can you still be proud?
Some people find it cool that I do, but only because they do not know how difficult it is
Try it out there as much as I want to create, but fail
I should now be proud of myself?
I do not know .. i dont know ..
I want out I want to leave me I will myself be
I can no longer do you hear me?
I can no longer
Everything I do is connected to you mi love but I wonder whether I should waste my life with them?
The worst part is already survived but beg you once asked whether I still want?
But I could never answer you because the one feeling says yes, I want and the other says, No, in no case!
And once again turn my feelings in a circle and ask me whether I will or not understood it yet
I can not answer you, I can not even answer myself ..
Should I dare myself to ask a question and answer it?
To take tests, not just yes or no and why but also because
You think it's just my life's cause but I want to see you again with my life
You'd run away crying in front and ask you as I only create and imagine that my life is different. Heavier than yours, and you will feel a sense of failure. |
